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Wednesday, March 29th, 2006
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1:01 pm - woop woop
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soooooo juice got a rabbit and his name is onion he is soooo cute he follows her around like a puppy!!
well i brought burberry my rabbit over to meet onion and have them become friends.
it didnt really work.
they fought! and i got bit!! really hard too!
electric six was on fri. me juice and em went it was fun! fun! fun!
i feel pretty ok, school is a bother, and well thats not new though
Canada is this weekend i hope its really fun, im sure it will be.
my dose has been doubled ! hooray for that!
my dreams have gotten weirder though!
current mood:  drained
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| Monday, February 20th, 2006
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12:25 pm - tooooday
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i hope the U likes me and takes me in.
if not i will try again in the fall. boooo.
i have not seen kaitie in one week and 2 days same with juice it's sad.
and i dont think ill be home next weekend well i will be but ill be with the FAA.
and shaheen however youspell it is gone, he gave me a t-shirt one i had lost, a book about
reptiles and the graduate which you will watch with me juice. by force!
i saw a bunch of kids i hadn't in a long time. but the parties were all kinda lame.
i got bit by some kid and the mark is still there.
i feel like boogers are always hanging out of my nose though. and thats weird.
this weeks boondocks was grrreat. really.
sorry juice for your loss. they were great fishies!
current mood:  a need to pee
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| Friday, February 17th, 2006
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12:28 pm - nose
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so like i got my period and called people.
yesterday i got my septum pierced, i have a really small sweet spot.
poor chris he was so freaked out about doing it.
damn im cool now!
i watched taki's movie iron man yesterday and shiiiiit! i willl never ever ever ever watch it again.
it was a lot like eraserhead. you dont ever really know what's going on, really really weird and black an white.
i surprised blake on valentimes day. but he knew already! how!?
i am wearing a western shirt, did you know that i have like 3 of them, I didnt! wooo!
it's friday i am excited about things again which is really nice.
emily+crunchy hippie shoes+trashy novels=emily yay!
more hipster parties !!!
bjork is gangsta!
oh yea and im doing super in classes!! and my concentration is gunna be printmaking ! hell yea!
current mood:  happy
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| Monday, February 13th, 2006
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12:50 pm - rumbles
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in my room there is no sleep, just tummy aches and worries, i hate Wisconsin.
i want to go home, and i do but coming back is that much harder.
at home i am happier, much much.
here i just worry and feel sick.
i have lost weight.
about 9 lbs in 1 week.
i got sick.
my g-pa is in the hospital he had 2 blood transfusions.
i talked to him on the phone and he feels a lot better.
i feel better today. i am done with tomorrows homework, mostly and took another math test.
i feel better today.
last night i woke up at 3 a.m. it never fails, i get a little freaked out.
i heard sounds at my door and could have lost it but it was only my rabbit running around in a circle
going through the tunnel my mirror had created. at least he has fun.
on a good note i enjoyed the boondocks.
i always do.
peace
current mood:  blank
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| Monday, February 6th, 2006
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9:52 am - tummy!?
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my tummy feels weird, i feel weird shaky kinda, hungary but i dont really want to eat.
i got 100 % on a math test ! the first time since like 4th grade i think and this isn't 4th grade math.
not hard though mind you, just not 4th grade.
i couldn't really sleep yesterday, i can never really sleep anyways.
maybe ill have a blood orange.
this week-end was pretty super!
played nerf assassin( that's how it's spelt really?) with a bunch of silly hipsters at a silly hipster party who didn't know they were playing.
juice is funny.
BethanY!
and what will you name your cat? haha
emily's party was pretty fun, i hoped we would play a game but i still had a good time!
star wars!!! 13.4 hours sat. call Em if she hasn't already called you!
current mood:  hungry i think
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| Wednesday, February 1st, 2006
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12:21 pm - cha cha cha
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my school id was found.
i am not nervous.
i love lithography.
i feel soooo tired.
and gross.
tooo much bad sleep.
i broke a mug before i got to ever use it.
saturday was fun.
i miss laura.
i think i can cook now.
it just clicked.
silly huh?
my tummy feels weird.
and it should.
i like periods.
all kinds.
painting is fun.
yaya appletini.
i am a great roommate.
ask my rabbit.
Respect
current mood:  blah
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| Monday, January 23rd, 2006
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10:16 am - back to school
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hi from WI, back again after a super nice long break.
this past week and weekend starting last sunday was super! even with the sad times i feel a lot better.
i hope others do too.
we bowled it was fun. emily won the lowest score and i came in second with a 59 oh yea!
apartments are fun to think about.
i want a cat.
you know how when dogs sleep they dream of chases ad things, well last night my rabbit was sleeping really hard and started to dream it was weird i wonder what he dreams about. i wonder does he miss his wife and children? am i an ok buddy?
i think so i dont bother him much and pet him and give him apples.
i hate being back, but maybe i am glad, ya know get it done finish the year off great.
i got good grades last semester and i hope i get into the U but if i dont its ok ill just try again.
math - done
latin am. history is next then art History and french.
have a nice week peeps
current mood:  awake
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| Tuesday, December 20th, 2005
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8:51 pm - missed the time!
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soooo i just went online to take a metals quiz, and the time to take it was until 5 45 gosh!!!!
it was in the class that i think i might get the worse grade in.
i e mailed my teacher with some dumb excuse besides the fact that i just forgot.
the weekend was pretty good until my fish died on sunday.
he was four, well prob older cuz he was full grown when i got him.
he was a great beta, i haven't been home for 2 weeks and my dad takes care of my fish for me, and i am not saying its his fault at all but by the time i came back to see that he was sick and get medication he died.
i cried a lot.
blake tried to tell jokes and put pepper on my mac n cheese for me but i wouldn't stop crying, i cried the night before when i saw he was sick.
even though he was dead i still changed his water and gave him the meds hoping he was just shutting down and could recover.
i knew he wouldn't
my mom called and said i ithink we'll need to flush him.
i dont want another beta for a while.
i miss him a lot.
how he would bite my finger and chase my pencil.
i dedicated my final metals project to him, my teacher said it was my best yet.
on that note i am done with tests and only have a paper to write.
i had 3 tests yesterday, and french lab and i was in the metals lab from 6-2am yea! but i feel good about my work and grades i hope to get an ok grade in metals and i am sure ill do well in my other classes.
R.I.P Fabi
current mood:  here it goes!
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| Sunday, December 11th, 2005
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11:49 pm - where you at sumwhere rappin.?
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so this potentially really sucky weekend well wasn't.
well it started sucky. i was soooooo bored i talked to tyler!! its not bad just weird!
then i scraped almost enough money together so i could go with justin alex a and stefan to matt sharp.
but they almost forgot me!
when they finally came to get me they asked why i looked sad!! W T F right? you forgot me!
matt sharp was good but 3 hours long!!!!
but sat. was kickin! yo! fun all day.
doin art crap going to galleries and buy'n shit and drinkin sparkling water.
hanging with my fam! dance offs!
then going to little turtle tony's house for some big party.
talk about emo farm!
still it was funny!
today blake took me to Chronicles of Narnia
Deeeeeamn it was sweeeet!!!!
the boondocks are still ruling my world.
peace.
current mood:  yo!
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| Thursday, December 8th, 2005
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9:52 am - Zatoichi
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one class down, where did my wireless card go?
this morning i heard a light water tinkle sound, i jumped up and looked around, my rabbit was peeing.
now he was peeing in his litter box cuz he's a good rabbit, but i dont think i have ever heard him pee!!! he just looked at me.
i talk a lot about my rabbit, but at school he's my only friend, yea i have friends but we dont hang out a lot, not sure if i really care.
when i dance around like a fool in my underwear in the morning he always comes over and carefully sniffs me to make sure this weird thing bopping around is still me.
Mrs.kringle's name is jessica
i laughed out loud today alone walking to class.
yea i get stares.
lots.
even though i hate hate hate living in menomonie i think its pretty in the winter, all cozy like, but not like home.
i dont like liquid ice.
my grades are better than you think. i'm not as dumb either. so lay off.
current mood:  content
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| Monday, December 5th, 2005
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11:32 pm - hard day
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today was hard, i woke up early (no reason), and had a piano lesson at 11:30, design at 12:20 where we watched a silly movie while we worked. 2:20 class ends and it's off to French lab at 2:30 to study for a test at 3:30. 4:30 back in my room, eat all meals at once, cereal, baked potato, melon, and a cookie. then Polisci at 5:40, then metals lab till 11:15, then the mile walk home alone, well i am always alone.
now back and more work to do here's hoping for a few hours of sleep.
current mood:  meh
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| Friday, December 2nd, 2005
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1:30 am - tiger
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bummer day, when isn't it though.
that shark looks dead.
my sharks have hearts.
and all sharks have mine.
67 deaths? thats it! come on!
today or yesterday was aids awareness day. are you?
i know it seems weird and you dont care but i think my calling? or whatever is to adopt an aids orphan. ever since i was 10 or 12 i have wanted to adopt a child. when you are adopted you feel almost obligated to adopt, or well i do. i dont know if it is an obligation or really just my gut or god whatever telling me to. i have seen it and cried during it before but, one part of a program about aids in africa and madagascar really hits me. when an african girl is asked "if god was there and you could ask for anything, what would you ask for?" she said that she wanted to go with them back to their homes. every time every time!! tears. i know you think its dumb. but i really dont. my mind has mainly 3 thoughts in it all the time. selfesteem problems, future&stress, and guilt. i feel as though i dont do enough! and most people might say that i do nothing! but i try to stay educated, send care packages whatever. when emily helped put up my tree she asked where i got this dufy bear decoration, its what came on a list of things to buy for families in need. and we all know i am good at buying stuff! i dont know why i am ranting, who reads this stuff anyways! i talk toooo much. i am sorry. shut up.
and happy holidays.
current mood:  blaaaaaaaaaaaaah
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| Monday, November 28th, 2005
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6:19 pm - munnY!
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i love my munny!
break was fun but way toooo fast!
it was super fun to see so many people!
go to the zoo!
sledding!
and of course Shopping!!!!
my rabbit let me hold him for almost 2 hours! wow!!!
i am so excited for sayuri!!!!
juice do you remember when we were 17 and went to california alone and went to parties with people we just met, like that girl who was ranting about her addict friend or whatever then excused herself to do some coke. or that rapper guy who had a bonfire on the beach and bet me i wouldn't drink his beer. and that other house filled with beachy hipster types. that was weird have you thought about how weird that was. today i did.
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| Monday, November 14th, 2005
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5:20 pm - little twin star
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this week was fun, i have been stressed b/c of school, toooo many classes!
emily's party was great only 18 people came and went throughout the night, but i had tons of fun.
i enjoyed cooking a thing i am sooo bad at. It is blakes b-day tomorrow.
sunday was good too, i sat around alone and read fashion mags and watched breakfast at tiffany's.
then CP that was good too.
me, em, and kaitie sang songs at the weinery during 3 2 1 activate cuz uhhhh we dont like them.
and friday juice and i before going to renees watched a japanese movie and prank called the Fine Art Treasures channel.
still... last night i could not sleep i thought i was going to barf. i kept moving around, poor blake.
and today! i changed lanes after i had been signaling for a long long time to get around a really slow truck there was one car ahead of me as soon as i changed they turned on their signal and almost hit me, then swerved back into the lane, this ugly ass guy and his fat girlfriend flicked me off was it my fault! no!!! idiots when seeing this i pulled a move learned from jerry waite look right into their faces as though you will kill them and point!!!! they put their fingers away after they saw this mad little girl with green hair and big glasses.
bitches i'm tough!
current mood:  okay
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| Tuesday, November 1st, 2005
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12:05 pm - get some color in here and show off your figure!! fab!
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anthropology weird, a kid in my class dyed his hair green and put in a clear red gage, good thing i put some blue in my hair and my gage is glass i bet his is plastic. uh right. the two girls i sit between are very different but today they both had major bad colds.
And And! she cheated on her homework that i was supposed to be correcting, i said yea you can try and finish the last page before we start. she never gave it back and wrote in all the right answers. i mean sure whatever but we sit in the front row!! can you say dumb ass.
anyways the weekend was fun.
stay in school cuz it's the best.
current mood:  full
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| Monday, October 24th, 2005
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11:13 am - what?
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i am in design right now, we are having crit.
i got the same comments i normally always get.
"i really like it, well done, but i think it is very stylized."
really? no way! i mean its my art no matter how i do it somehow you can tell it's mine.
anyways it is hard to get away from it. i can but it's harder than just drawing.
on a weirder note, last night i had a dream that i was pregnant, super fashionable, and loving it. and to make it weirder i was shopping with Allie berger, greg haro, and trevor! they were my stylists, and in my dream i was the most fashionable mommy-to-be in hollywood, in a yellow dress i attacked the mall. talk about lets hope not. but being super fashionable would be fine, not in yellow though it's really not my color.
current mood: blank
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| Wednesday, October 19th, 2005
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2:32 pm
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| Tuesday, October 18th, 2005
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7:29 pm - ok ok you always fail the first time right?
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so i did it after emily got two hearts tattooed on her boob and her butt i asked, i asked how to get into tattooing he looked at my drawings stopping at the flcl ones with a big smile. told me about lots of artists who start out just doing flash, then he said well you know then there is apprenticeship, i didnt say anything, but i just took on a new apprentice! my heart sank. he said i should draw and make up flash sheets to sell, go to tattoo conventions, told me to go to lots of shops and talk to them about apprenticing, he said it would be super hard. he said i should come in when i have some more drawing done he would look at them for me he said i could come in and watch.
i feel bad, i dont get to work there for free, now what, i have never been to a shop where i felt like i can just ask about tattooing until n here, i am like jello any rejection really gets me.
but at least i was rejected for a good reason that had nothing to do with me.
ill keep trying.
current mood: crushed
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| Sunday, October 16th, 2005
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10:15 pm - weekend....was
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A good weekend, very super lowkey but still super fun.
babysat for money...duh!
hongkongnoodles.
art.
uhh...tattooing juices table.
oh yea and we were going to go swimming, but the creepiest guys were in the pool.
man!
caution peanut came to my dorm and told me all about their barfy adventures in chicago!
Emily and i are going to get tattoos on tues. i am excited. this time i will ask about it. juice gave me pills to make it easy to ask.
i miss my dog a lot, she slept on my bed last night cuz, i get freaked out being in my house all alone, and my parents just never came home. WTF right? they were at a casino, whatever!!! anyways i miss my dog.
current mood: content
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| Tuesday, October 11th, 2005
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3:06 pm - did i fail?
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i have been soooo nervous all day, i missed my french make up well that's ok my teacher is a really nice lady, i couldn't eat lunch, and my butterflies have caused me to pace around, i stood for 20 min staring blankly at the Tv, finally the time came, why am i soo scared i am only asking them if i can help out for free. i went to the shop taki was there along with some other guy with dreads i was soo scared i just asked if my tattoo healed alright even though i knew it had, then i was like uhh could you tell me how much this might cost......and then he said "do you have any other questions, i love to answer them" i said no. why did i do that!!! he asked how school was, and told me to come back again real soon to get the sharks done, i said ok. i wanted to cry not from rejection i didnt even get that far!!!!
i feel like i failed.
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